January 2011
34 posts
The truth is worth the risk.
It's my fault.
I let the Devil in. It got the best of me. And It destroyed me.
God - what do I have to do?
»I miss You.
Responsibility.
Responsibility can have several different meanings. To me, responsibility is knowing what is right - knowing what is best; especially when the puzzle isn’t perfect. Now what does it mean to be ready? Are you ready to be responsible? There are some of us who are matured enough to know what it is to be responsible. And then there are those who are just lazy and sit around all day on their...
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JASMINE ANTOLIN
is the bestest <3
daaaaas my bestfraaaaan!
she’s baaawseeee.
and virginia tech is baaawwwseee!
A Closed Hand. An Open Heart.
»Why do I hold on? Why do I bother? Why?
Sometimes it just simply .. sucks. I honestly don’t know what I’m doing. I mean, I do know what I’m actually doing. But it’s the question, “Why Derrick?” that keeps smacking me in the face. I keep getting this heart-feeling mindset that maybe if I hold on long enough, something actually good might happen. Something...
So lately, my body has been acting weird. I have no idea why, but it’s really starting to annoy me. I’ve had a lot of body problems in the past pertaining to body parts such as my right ankle, right knee, lower back, left wrist, right shoulder, neck, and right eye. But these such matters have never stopped me from doing from whatever I was doing at the time. I’d always ignore it...
Call it whatever you want but ..
when I was searching for You, I found you.
:)
kodachromeva:
We proudly present to you KODACHROME’s very own, Frederick Mayor.
Behind every good man is a great woman.
It is not what we put in our mouths that makes us impure. It is what comes out...
– Dr. Neff (U.S. History Professor)
We are alike in our differences.
Most of my life, I’ve always been the type of person to look for signs. Whether it’s God, the weather, an action, or even a number. And as I search and use these signs, sometimes I’m wrong and sometimes I’m write. But you know one of the biggest signs to me are? Dreams. No matter how much calculating and reasoning I do, I can never figure out what I’m suppose to do....
Open-Mindedness
What is open-mindedness or, better still, what qualities must be present in a person if we are to say that they are intellectually open-minded? Open-mindedness requires the intellectual humility that allows you to admit that you don’t know and that you could be wrong. It requires a genuine willingness to be persuaded. It requires intellectuality receptivity and open, attentive listening even...
I will not give up on you as He will never give up...
rachieestrada asked: do you like to read?
The last thing I want is you to be mad at yourself because I know in reality - it’s all my fault.
It’s been a while since I’ve had a chill day. Just a relaxing day.
Gym with Jeff & Timmy
Slept at home
Went to Target with Shun to buy Monopoly Deal (cheaper than Walmart, btw)
Went to Red Ribbon for the first time and got my first Purple Yam Slush (Ube Slush; made by Leslie Enriquez)
We headed over to Rachel’s house to practice on the song cover (ended up playing...
The the way I’m feeling, things I say - all just happen when you pass my...
Gym with Jeff & Timmy
Derrick: Timmy don't wrap that towel around your mouth! You don't know where that's been!
Timmy: Geez you sound like my mom, "Don't touch that! Don't put that in your mouth! What are you doing with your penis?"
HAHAHA!!
Whatever happened to believing in what seems impossible could be possible?
Whatever happened to going with the flow?
Whatever happened to not caring what other people think?
Whatever happened to not expecting too much from people?
Whatever happened to accepting people for who they are?
Whatever happened .. to doing what feels right - deep down in your heart?
If you had the chance to prevent a friend from getting hurt - would you take that chance?
But then again, would that person even listen to you?
Two Birds & One Stone
As for you - don’t think I don’t know what you’re doing. I seriously can’t believe the type of person you are. You are one of the luckiest people I know. I honestly don’t believe any of the crap you say. And I honestly can’t believe she buys into that shit. And now you’re just pushing your luck. But I know what you’re up to. She might not know what...
With a match and candle, they are just separate things. But when a lit match touches a candle; when fire meets a wick - a bond is formed. But like fire, it spreads and it is hard to put out.
This wasn’t suppose to happen. None of this was suppose to happen. This is the first time it’s ever happened and now look at me … This is why I have my rules in the first place. To...
What is impossible to man - is possible to God.
– Mr. Rhoad
There was a stranger, just minding his own business one day walking through the forest. But in the forest there were too many branches and vines in the way that it made it seem impossible to walk straight without something in your way. As the stranger was making his way through the forest, he sees something. Something that catches his eye. He spots a woman. He stares down at an angle to find out...
2011 Resolution (cont'd)
“Do all you can. While you can. Cause you can.”
The specifics»
School/Work: I really slacked off this year. Money went down the drain so this year I’m on the verge of trying to obtain a second job. Try to save up for next semesters tuition and payback my parents the money I wasted. Staying focus is mandatory. Reduce the amount procrastination as much as possible. Goal:...
To Start Off the Year
I didn’t get to sleep until 5AM. I couldn’t sleep and I ended up waking up at 8AM. Surprisingly, I couldn’t go back to sleep. I really don’t know why, but I think it’s the way I’ve been feeling lately. To add onto the partial effects of insomnia, I lost my appetite. I completely lost my appetite. But for some reason I felt the urge to run. So I ended up running...
kimmmm:
SOML </3
2011 Resolution
Do all you can. While you can. Cause you can.